Joshua

Joshua Madrid

PLEASE MEET JOSHUA:

“Why are people judging others based on their worth and title, not on who they are as a person?”

Joshua is 28 years old and lives in a yellow school bus. He’s a really good man. He’s also really trying to figure out his life. How and where he fits in. So much in society, the way things work, the way things are, doesn't seem right to him.

He’ll ask, “Why do people say you need to live your own life, but then everyone runs around trying to control each other? How can I live my own life if I’m living it how you want me to live?” or, “Why do the wealthy just keep on wanting to make more and more money while others suffer with nothing or while the environment gets destroyed? Don’t they see what they are doing?”

I asked Joshua what his first real memory was? He paused for a good while and then said, “I remember coming to a courtroom with my sister when I was about 5 years old. My mom sitting there with handcuffs on. Then my dad walked in, also in handcuffs.”

Joshua spent his childhood inANDout of Foster Care. At 12 he ran away for good from the system. Over the next five years he was in Juvenile Detention more times than not. At 17, when he was facing the prospect of being sent to, as he says, “Big Boys Jail”, his mother showed up out of nowhere to claim him, the first time he had seen her since he was a little kid. She was drunk but the court released him to her on probation nonetheless.

A few months later, at 17 ½ years old, he left his mom without saying goodbye. Walked out the door and made his way from San Diego to Seattle. He needed to start over. To try and figure things out. Joshua deals with layers and layers of trauma. Miraculously, he does this without illegal drugs. His dog Cheese, who is his best friend, calms him when he ramps up with frustration, or drops down into depression.

I’ve known Joshua for over six years. I believe in him. I know he's going to find the life answers to how and where he fits in.

Right now though he's in danger of losing his bus/home. The City of Seattle has recently announced it will once again remove illegally parked vehicles. This is sending a wave of worry through those currently living in their cars, Rvs, and buses. Joshua’s bus is having some sort of transmission problem, now unable to go over 20 mph.

We are asking our community to help raise $3,000.00 to have the issue diagnosed and repaired. We know this is a bigASK. We also know it will mean the world to Joshua.

UPDATE: The Paypal link has been pulled in that the goal of $3,000.00 has been reached with approximately $3,500.00 donated! (We are still waiting for Paypal's final report.) So much LOVE for this community. We will keep you updated about Joshua's bus!!!!

IF there are any unused funds raised for Joshua’s bus they will go to help provide services for others living homeless. In no circumstance do funds go to Facing Homelessness.

Last time we visited, Joshua said, “It’s not that I don’t want to be a part of society, I just don’t know how yet. It seems all I do is struggle and I still can’t make enough for the bare necessities.”

Let’s give Joshua some more time to figure it out. He’s worth it.

SODO Neighborhood | Rex

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PLEASE MEET JOSHUA: 

In this new day of Covid-19 there is so much uncertainty. Uncertainty which leads to fear, fear for all of us. Time to be there for each other.

IMAGINE what that means for those living on our streets with nothing, watching the world shut down around them, watching everyone go inside to be safe. Time to be there for each other.

FH Facebook Message from Joshua who is homeless:

"Hello Rex"
"I could really use some help yo"
"I have no way to eat"
"Like everything is shutting down"
"There are no people to spange" (spange = spare change)
"No food banks"
"I'm like f_cked"
"Idk what's happening"
"I could really use some help"
"I don't have food"
"I can't find work"
"Please message me"
"We are not doing very well"
"It's really scary"

Visiting Joshua this morning, standing six feet away, he told me the clutch went out in his van, that he's freaked out about it getting towed, that he will lose everything, he was in a bigBIG panic. He's having a hard time thinking straight.

Hoping to raise $300 so he and his girlfriend could stay in a hotel for three days to get needed rest and time to get his head around on what next. Panic has a serious way of hiding good decision making.

UPDATE: The Paypal link has been pulled in that the goal of raising $300 has been reached with $1,227,36 donated, wowWOW!! This will mean the world to them in a time of craziness. A heartfelt THANK YOU to everyone that stepped up to help. No funds will go to Joshua directly and no funds will go to Facing Homelessness. All funds will be used for hotel stay for Joshua and his girlfriend. If there are any left over funds, for whatever reason, they will be used for hotel stay for others in need. LOVE,

Hang in there Joshua, you are a good man going through some very tough times. This community LOVES you.

Georgetown Neighborhood | Rex

A QUIET THOUGHT - If you're moved by the goodness of this community, please visit http://www.facinghomelessness.org/ and click on the 'donate' button and consider a "monthly recurring" donation of just $5 in support of the work. THANK YOU!
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PLEASE MEET JOSHUA:

A few days ago Joshua received a bundle of new socks, new waterproof boots, a big dry warm winter coat, and a sturdy new backpack, all from folks in this community.

With winter weather here, these things are a big deal for Josh. You should have seen him smile, so much gratitude for all the kindness.

Watching him try everything on, amid his comments of both surprise and appreciation, I found myself feeling emotional.

I was for sure happy for him. Happy for the immediate difference it made and even more happy for the feelings of community support.

But mostly, I was feeling sad.

Over 8,000 people living homeless in Seattle. Standing next to Josh I had to tell myself to not start crying.

A few days ago I met with Delbert Richardson, who just won a Crosscut Courage in Culture Award for his "Unspoken" Truths American History Traveling Museum. We were talking about needed change in society. Delbert said, "If you want change, what are you willing to give up for it?"

What are we willing to give up to end homelessness?

Thank you Josh for your courage and the immediate friendship you have extended to this community. You are all beautiful my friend.

Downtown Seattle neighborhood | Rex

A QUIET THOUGHT - If you're moved by the goodness of this community, please visit http://www.facinghomelessness.org/ and click on the 'donate' button and consider a "monthly recurring" donation of just $5 in support of the work. THANK YOU!
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PLEASE MEET JOSHUA:

Joshua is 45 years old. He's a good looking man with a really good smile and very kind eyes. You might have seen him, he holds a sign that reads "FOOD Please".

He also looks able bodied. On your way to work you might have thought he should get a job or maybe you've wondered if he's running some sort of scam, gettin by free.

The problem with those thoughts, is that there is something more going on for every person living outside than the two-second snap judgment we make. A lot more going on.

Joshua never had a stable home, he went to 30 schools. His step-father physically and sexually abused him his entire childhood till he was kicked to the streets at 17 years old.

He'll tell you that nobody taught him how to act, how to be a man. Out on the streets he fell into drugs. His life spiraled out of control till somebody told him to hitchhike to the Grateful Dead concert, which he did, and it saved his life. For years he followed them around the country, the song lyrics becoming his education and the Deadheads his family.

After Jerry Garcia's death he followed other bands for awhile, eventually ending up in NY City, eventually being with a woman that helped him find his sobriety. His last drink was on September 7, 2013.

He says, "Since that day I've been making better and better choices, one of which was moving to Seattle." Joshua is now enrolled in computer classes at Goodwill with a hope to go to college. With Richard's help at the Seattle's Union Gospel Mission he found a place to live at Compass Housing Alliance!

If you would like to help Joshua further he could really use the following: Hiking boots that are water-resistant, size 11; winter coat with a hood that is water-resistant, size 2XL; large size backpack that he can go back and forth to school with. Please dropOFF or shipTO: Facing Homelessness c/o Joshua 4001 9th Ave NE, Seattle WA 98105.

Joshua will tell you that his homelessness and then spiral into drugs was a direct result of the abusive childhood he suffered through. Taking drugs was a way for him to cope and quiet the memories that play over and over in his head. Being sober has brought challenges, "It's really hard with my PTSD memories, sometimes I want to give up. Talking and sharing about it helps me, it is a form of therapy." Then he sincerely thanked me and all of you for listening.

Downtown neighborhood | Rex

A QUIET THOUGHT - If you're moved by the goodness of this community, please visit http://www.facinghomelessness.org/ and click on the 'donate' button and consider a "monthly recurring" donation of just $5 in support of the work. THANK YOU!
#Kindness #JustSayHello #FacingHomelessness